Friday, January 20, 2012
Valentine's Day is coming again
14 years since you died and nothing has changed. I'm still doing the same old thing and you're gone and I miss you. You're still on my mind even when I'm surrounded by people. I always see you in the half-light in-between or out of the corner of my eye. I hate that I found out on Valentine's day. It changed everything. Maybe I'm extra needy on that day and people don't get it. And sometimes I just want to be alone with my thoughts of you so I can feel a little closer and know that you're still here (I find signs every day) I still pick up the phone to call you - then I remember.